"But if a wicked man turns away from all the sins he has committed and keeps all my decrees and does what is just and right, he will surely live; he will not die. None of the offenses he has committed will be remembered against him. Because of the righteous things he has done, he will live.
Ezekiel 18:21-22
One Mans Journey into Christ
I guess you could have best described me as worldly, rebellious
well to make it short, morals were not up there on my list of things that were Important I pretty much did what I wanted when I wanted and always felt empty inside but just drank or did something else dangerous, got my mind on other things. but I was successful at work had a great income for a married man with animals to care for. A childless couple living a good life, had a wife that I loved dearly, but with my marraige I can say that I did roam. I had money and a few houses and the 2 dogs and one cat I thought the world was mine.
Marcie, my wife loved me to the ends of the earth, she had some issues that I thought I could deal with alone and would end up holding a grudge or pain inside me, that I would let out publicly. I'm sure it hurt her too, I felt trapped but I didn't know what was ahead that would change my life forever.
On December 31st 2006 around 7pm I was in my room chatting to a girl in some on-line chat room, Marcie came in and said she was not feeling well, her shoulder was hurting her, I asked her to lay down beside me and I will wake her at midnight to bring in the New year 2007, I tried to wake her, but she had already passed away, Shock over took me, My rock, foundation was called home.
Its absolutely incredible what trials and repentance I experienced and still to this day 11 months later, with no one to turn too I prayed and prayed just asking please take care of my wife, If I could I would lay my soul to the depths of hell so she would have eternity in heaven.
Thats when it all changed, I had lost everything dear to me except my loving family and a very good friend who has welcomed me into his home. I have a new rock in my life who I just cant seem to love enough, who I hear and taps on my heart daily. I'm bought to tears everyday just knowing that I am loved so deeply and unconditionally, who has told me in words that Marcie is ok and happy. What more can I ask for? Nothing. Just pray to God thanking him for his son Jesus Christ, who he sent down to this beautiful earth to be with the people he created, and what do we do, We kill him and he dies asking God to forgive us.
Does this sound so incredible, that the creator of all the universe and life has the mercy to forgive our sins beacause of the blood shed from his son, how can I as one man of flesh and bone return that love that to me is so intense. I try to my best ability to follow what I need to do to be seen in his mind as a changed and grateful person.
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